saturday VS feeling

Today is a saturday...a day which i wait for since last week.
haha..
Why?
Because since the day start my college life until now everyday very night just sleep and need to wake up early on the other day...included saturday.
Saturday not a school day for me..but because of myself have participant on some society...
Then, saturday need to go school for meeting.
And today have decided want sleep whole day and doing nothing at home.
Just relax and relax only.

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Suddenly have a feel that want to give up my education now.
Why?
I don't know....I don't know why also.
Maybe feel it was brings a lot of stress to me.
The things what I study start from first week until now I cannot understand it and handle it also.
Especially what other people told me that the easier subject---Account.
or maybe feel boring for the life now.

Still left about 3 weeks for my final on first semester.
I need to forget what the bad things I thinking now?
Or zealous to solve all the problem that I faced as much as possible only?