▶没有事情是百分百的◀

这几天啊...都试着把所有一切一切的事情都看开一点了...
感觉上已经没有那么紧绷啦...
超爽的...
哈哈
在学校...和朋友将一些无厘头的东西...一直笑笑笑...
偶尔讲讲无厘头的东西野蛮不错的嘛...
想到什么就做什么...果真...没有那么的忧虑啊...
超自在的...
嗯...对啊...
每件事情都没有百分百的完美...
也没有事情是可以事先就设定好下一步该怎么走...
只是看要怎么去看待...怎么去处理那些所谓的问题
前一阵子...我也太悲了啦...
想自己承诺一下...
以后不管什么事情也不要想到酱悲了..
过了就算了咯...
不要太去在乎...
反正是不好的结果嘛...太在乎也没用..

coursework + assignment

今天突然觉得很清闲...
或许是因为刚考完了account的小考吧?!
每次考完试都有一种放松的感觉
但轻松后又带点害怕的感觉
很怕成绩不怎么样..
今天的题目...ok 啦...
我都看得明...但不懂会不会因为太明而做错...
有点担心...
有点期待我的分数哦....
过了一个account 小考...接下来就是basic calculus, basic mathematics...
看了那个
basic mathematics 就要晕啊..!!
酱多formulae...又sin cos tan的!!!
从现在开始又要很忙很忙了...
assignment又出了...
OMG!!!很难咯...最好是能够顺利的完成...
要不然我就会....死翘翘..!!!
在祈祷着...其他科的assignment不要出来先可以吗?
那就可以慢慢一个一个的做啦...
^^

▶闷◀

最近都过得有点无聊的
开了电脑很闷都不懂要做什么
想来这里更新又有点懒惰..
就等到今天才来更新咯
呵呵
这个星期都过的...不错下..没有不开心了...
现在对这个星期记忆比较犹新的就只有星期四和星期五而已...
就写下这几天
^^
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星期四原本很早就可以回家了...只有两个小时的课...
可是因为要进那个 co-curriculum要到4点才可以回家...
12点就放学了...可是活动2点才开始...
上完课后和jun去canteen2吃早餐+午餐...然后没事做...就去去library...
*skip*
1点半酱..去车拿东西然后去sport complex..
开始的时候,我们就只看到很多男的...我们两个就开始OMG了...
不会吧?
结果...没有啦..女的比较多...
开始时...那个教练就讲讲一些assignment啊...test啊...bla bla bla...
然后分组喔...
*skip*
好不容易等到四点了
出去外面看到...又下雨了
sienzzz 掉...
每次都这样
回到家...冲凉...on电脑...
然后,妈咪说要去了
我这才想到她前一天和我说了今天要陪他们去探望爸爸朋友的爸爸...
糟了...我还答应jun要上线的...
不好意思哦...放你飞机了
有点塞车一下...放工时间PJ就塞车...
haiz...
那间医院..有够冷的...还好穿长袖...
而且很像酒店叻...
听妈咪讲那个公公很老一下了...
我没有进去...因为ICU不能太多人进
希望他早日痊愈啦...
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昨天晚上和家人去拜九王爷...
有够塞车的...在路上塞了应该有1个小时酱吧...
看到那么多车晕啊...
parking好后...就进去...
还以为半夜去不会那么多人的咯...怎知..好像是更多人..
还被人整了一下...气死...
不要让我见到你...!!!
爸爸和弟弟进里面烧香
我和妈咪没有进神庙...在外面走走...也买了一些东西...很便宜哦...
也吃了不少...
买的很开心...吃得很开心...钱包更开心...它'减肥'成功..
*********************************************************************************
今天很早起身...不懂怎么了...
算...
嗯...起身后和妈咪去pasar..
买了一对很想要的鞋...原本想忍着的...
但不能啦...现在不买以后没货了...
一定会后悔...恨自己啦...
就买下了...
也还蛮便宜啦...可能我们有时有和那个老板买东西...
她就很干脆一下...妈咪讲了一个价...直接问我颜色,size拿给我然后...
老板娘...这里送一句给你...“你好爽啊”
喜欢你...哈哈

~~~~(>_<)~~~~

从上个月开始我身边的问题都一大堆的来...
弄到我真的很没有心情咯...
尤其是某些问题...
现在完全不敢去想...不...应该是完全不会去碰那些问题...
碰了...最后伤的都是自己拿来的..
烦恼也是自己找的...
很多事情并不是你想要怎样结果就会怎样的...
很多人都说每件事情不管结果如何都要抱着好的结果去想那才好啊...
以前我也很认同的...也曾经用这句话来安慰过身边的人...但不懂从几时开始...我已经不再相信了...
当自己很期待很期待会有什么好成绩或结果时最后都和自己所要的完全不同...真的会很难受的
很多事情都是这样...考试...感情...生活上琐碎的事情...等等等...
都已经不敢把所有的事情都想到最好的那一边了
很多都是抱着负面结果去想...这样或许会得到更好的结果
试了几次都还蛮有效果的...虽然有点白目啦...
也不懂自己是怎么搞的...
常常乱想一通...把心情都给弄砸了
有时在想有些人还不是要做就直接做了...
爽快又直接...
我很想我也是那类型的人..
错了又怎样?失败了又怎样?
就自己爬起来从新来过啊..
可是,我总不能那样
总是爱顾虑多多
把有的没的都想在一起...

突然很想把心里想的都给写出来
这样心会好过一点吧?

来这里发发牢骚

RESULT

1st semester 的成绩出来啦..!!!
OH MY GOD!!!!
我看了成绩还真不动要笑还是要哭咯
比自己想的成绩中有点好啦...
但还是摆不脱一个魔咒...那就是啊..每次考试都是差那么一点的...
这次也不例外...有够悲的...
又要花钱...讨厌.!!!
算啦..不考都考了...
或许我要觉得开心啦...因为其他的成绩都还蛮满意一下的..
也不想太多...过了就算
这个学期...有点怕咯...很多都不是很明白...
数学...ok啦...但做练习时啦..到考试就有点怕
很想给多点压力自己..但我真的不懂要从何开始...
很多东西都是continue上个学期的...但我就是那种读了就忘记的人
又要重新来过...
如果每次都这样的话...就真的很OMG!!!了啦...
刚才刚做完一些功课...突然有点开心...
我竟然会做叻...也知道哪里出问题了...哈哈
要是以后都可以酱机灵就好咯...没有酱多问题...

下个星期要开始课外活动了...
原以为星期四是最好的可以早早回家...怎知?
很想不要去...但不能咯...这是一定要的..
很累叻...
去到那边又要做什么热身运动啦...又要找适合的裤子...又要记那些程序..
上课都够多东西要记了...还要记这些...==
最好是可以自己分组啦...我想和jun一起叻..认识了比较久...默契也比较好
哈哈

moody

今天原本可是一个心情很好的日子
但在下午之后,已经不是了
因为这可爱的---电脑!!!
原以为format电脑是很容易的...朋友们都这样和我说..
那我就format咯..因为sot sot了..
怎知...一弄就用了我整天的时间..
现在要睡又不能睡...只好来这里更新一下
真得很想在这里讲一句...@#*%!?
还有把哥哥他们的game给洗了也没有save起来
不是我不要save啦..我pendrive又不够位
只能save一个而已
我自己的东西都没有save勒
我也不像这样的啊...
要是我真的有弄好的话你们也很感激我吧?
说宁愿给钱别人修那不如把钱给我咯
我最近缺钱勒不像你们酱有钱...
我也不懂要怎样啊...你们就只会玩...
有事就讲我...
你以为我很会嘛?
我已经尽量去解决里面的问题了啦...
真得很烦勒...
有钱多好啊...干脆买一架新的就好
现在他们的game又开不到怎么办啊?
在那里可以download的?
算了...讲讲早上的东西
今天睡到9点多
起身后,就sms问boon要不要去candy的家
收一下房间然后做功课
差不多1点酱九去载boon和他的男友
就直接去candy的家
今天还蛮塞车的...不懂什么日子?
差不多2点酱才到candy的家
那东西还给她姐姐...她姐姐又在借东西给我...（永远借不完的...hehe）
在那边聊一下...玩一下

就去他家后面的WE TALK CAFE吃lunch
在那边吃完呆一下...就回了
boon的男友帮我弄下电脑..
6点多载弟弟去朋友家然后在他们回..
回来就吃晚餐完全没有心情吃

candy也拿了一张生日卡给我

她亲手做的哦...谢谢哦...我很喜欢

还有那个silent mode现在想起来都很好笑...
很怀念那时的我们
都不怕给人骂上课一直笑..笑傻掉
哈哈

希望可以快点弄好我这可爱的电脑!!!

❤ 心 ❤

一个非常非常炎热的下午
没事做上来这里更新一下
今天没有课所以就不用去学校咯...
但还是蛮早起身的
因为要去拿新的IC...终于把烂的换掉了
哈哈
嗯...还蛮满意这张的照片啦...
回来整理朋友的笔记准备换给她...还好最近学会保存好东西...不然的话,有排我找啊..!!!
然后,吃下睡下...很无聊一下..!!
上几篇都一直讲生日...
今天应该要讲下学校的东西啦...
星期一那天就开始第2学期咯...很快哦...
第1个学期才刚过去又开学了...
原以为开学的第一个星期没有上课...还想偷懒不要去的...、
结果...想得美啦..!!!
lecturer已经开始教很多东西了...
看他们教的时候好像很容易酱咯...
但刚才做tutorial时厚...根本就不懂那些东西哪里跑来的...
那么多题..才会一题而已...有够悲的...
才刚开始而已诶...
我很想积极一点的...但想想...要是成绩出来很不好没有读下去..那我这几天的努力也是白费的...
但如果可以继续读下去...现在又懒懒散散酱之后会好像以前酱辛苦的...
haiz...
有点自我放弃的感觉...
昨天更是不妙...不禁想起一些东西...
心根本不就不在课业上了嘛...
很矛盾...
陌生 - 友情 = 爱情?
(不懂什么方程式啦?)
很不想去想一些有的没的...但停止不了..


HOW TO STOP MY THINKING NOW???

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF
Today was a sweetest day on this year with me because....it was my birthday and also started my pretty 18 years old on today...haha
Finally...finally...and finally...I was 18 now...!!!
Last time I was always listen other said that 18 years old is a year that most special year for every person..
Actually I don't know why they will said it so...but I think it will be a pretty and different year for me...
haha...
My wishes: happy everyday
and my result will not very bad...

This year me was no countdown for my birthday..quite early slept on yesterday night..Many friends was send birthday message to me on yesterday night...
But until this morning just saw it...
wao...so happy with it...some of my old fiends still remember my birthday although we long time no see..
hehe
Thanks to you all ya..
^^

❤ BIRTHDAY 2 ❤

Today school time just until 12 o'clock.
After finished off today class went to FEELING CAFE had a sweet lunch time with some of my classmates.
Some of us went there first.. we had already wait about half an hour but the other of them also haven't reach yet...after that me just knew that they going bought something..
while waiting they coming we took poker with waiter and play...
jun so geng lohh...she win 2 times but me everytime also lose...yerr...
After that,kobe have showed a magic to us...erm...actually,me really surprised with his first magic...but,when is jun them turn...he failed jor...I think he want cry already ba? haha...
After the other of them reach, we just order the foods and drinks..
erm...me order a red tea and spaghetti.
Me had took so long time to finished that spaghetti..
don't know why this few days no mood to eat...
*skip*
While we playing that poker again...suddenly a waiter took a cake to our table...
ohh??is so surprised with it...
That time I really don't know give any response with it...
don't know want smile or cry..because I got a bit touch with it lahh..
I never thought that they all know my birthday de...
and i ask this stupid questionto some of them...ohh???really what the stupid question lahh...don't know why will ask it also..
After they sang the birthday song,me had blow off the candles...and cut it...
But,so sorry la...I don't know how to cut cake and make it so ugly...
paiseh la...
erm...it is a chocolate cake again...and this was the third chocolate cake I have ate on this few weeks...
But,the three cakes is from different shop..haha
After eating took some picture with them (me haven't get it yet...next time just post at here) and have a chit-chatted with some of them...then,going back home on 3.30 something..
While going back, jun has given me a present...
wau...her present is so heavy...
I like it so much..It was looks so beautiful...
Today really thanks for all of them to celebrate a prettier 18 years old birthday with me ya and thanks for you all birthday cake.
I was so happy today lahh
^^

a bit paiseh again..
because today don't know why my face will suddenly looks like sienzz...
actually nothing lahh...

birthday picture

me with the cake buy from candy , boon, wai kiet and king jun

make a wish...hope my wish will come true ya...haha

with dearswith candyboonwai kietking junkiss boon
(while taking this picture we NG n times already...finally have a good take..LOL...)

kiss candy...my sweet dear

a cute kitty photo frame by my sweet dear candy..like it so much..it was sky blue and kitty leh...


what a cute thermos cup from another sweet dear boon..it is so cute...when mami first saw it...she ask me is it a toy cup?lol...me totally like it too...and the box which pack up this cup is all kitty...

❤ BIRTHDAY ❤

Yesterday go dinner with boon, candy, king jun and boon's dear--wai kiet.

We go for steamboat+BBQ .
Boon about 6.30 came to fetched me and after that go for king jun.
On that day,we all like '黑社会'...all of us are wear black shirt because scare will make our shirt dirty when BBQ.
It was the second time go for the steamboat + BBQ...
Wau...we all very enjoy with the dinner..
Me first time fried egg...and the result...I think is ok de...but when second time me fried again is failed jor...
paiseh la...boon and wai kiet....
*skip*
After our dinner, boon suddenly ask me that want buy a cake for me celebrate birthday anot?
That time my stomach was so so so full!!!when listen she say the 'cake' I want vomit already..
Then,told them no need la...because i damn full now cant eat already and my birthday no reach yet ma still got few days..
But,they say not ask you now eat ma...is just blow the candle only..and birthday can early celebrate de...
==??
okay...they 3 mouth and me 1 mouth only...therefore me was lose jor...
(ok larhxx...know you all sek me de..hehe)
lol...they fetch me to a cake shop and bought a cake for me...
feel like me buy for myself ohh??haha
Then, went to my home saw me blow the candle...and took some picture also
Me had received the present from two of my dear yesterday..
When me open it I was so surprise with it...
Dears...thanks ya...i was very like the present...
And thanks for you all give me the cake
The picture on that day will upload later

Next monday is my second semester.
Suddenly feel like OMG! want start school again!!!
very lazy now...
After saw the timetable lagi OMG!
The lecturer hall was very far from last time me parking there...
haiz...hope this semester can get my car sticker..if not, me cham la..
And want get my result soon...don't know how suck of my result...

I and my mami is okay now...
And I know that what she did is good for me...
really feel paiseh with her.

I know she was very sek me de